Chapter 8

He held my hand..
Nawaf: mama w baba w 5alti w 5ali ana a7b jeje...w ma abi a5bi ha4a elshy mnkum.
Then he squeezed my hand tightly.
Baba: wallah kbrw el3ial
And the all laughed...
Nawaf: y3ni tsm7onlna n7b b3'6?
5ali: 7alalkum 
Then he hugged me.
The day went by normally..it was Friday so tomorrow we have school so went home.
I wore my pajamas and went to bed.

I woke up the next day and took a shower then got dressed and ate breakfast then when fai9al finished we went to school.
Then at the 5th period.
Reem: wsh fek mfhya mn yom ma jeti..wsh 9ayr?
Me: huh...la wala shy
Reem: ela fe shy bayn.
Me: reem 5ala9 ma fe shy
Reem: tra btgoenli b3den
Me: okay
And i went home..
I went to my room and changed my clothes then baba called me..
Baba: JEJE T3ALI T7T
I went downstairs
Me: sm?
Baba: wen tben tro7en bl9aif?
Me: ma adri ay shy
Baba: fakarna ana w 5alik twdekum enti w sara w nawaf camp f california
Me: eeeee!
Baba: okay
Me: shukraaaaaan!!
Baba: 3afwan 7bebti
So i went up to my room and i immediately called nawaf..
Nawaf: hala wala
Me: nawaf galolk!
Nawaf: ee...mara t7mst
Me: mthli!
Nawaf: inshalla ymr elwgt bsr3a
Me: inshalla
Then we just started talking about what happened today...and when we finished we hung up..
Then i went downstairs and i saw fai9al...he looked bored.
Me: fai9al tbi nro7 baskin robbins tjen ice cream?
Fai9al: ee
Me: 6ayb yala ro7 elbs
Then when he finished we went to baskin robbins and we both took ice creams then baba called me..
Me: alo?
Baba: 7bebeti allen (our driver) m3ak?
Me: ee leh?
Baba: 3ashan abeh yro7 m7al..b6wlon?
Me: la mo mrra bs mo 6al3en al7en.
Baba: okay 6ayb 3adi yro7 llma7al w yrj3lkum
Me: okay kwais
Baba: 6ayb klmeh w golela
Me: inshalla
Baba: bye
Me:bye
Then i called allen:
Me: allen can you please go to the store that baba told you about earlier today
Allen: and you?
Me: when you finish come back to us
Allen: okay
Then i hung up
And me and fai9al started talking and talking
Then after some time i looked at my phone and one hour went by...so i called allen.
Me: allen where are you?
Allen: on my way but there is traffic.
Me: okay
Then we waited...when he finally came! It was about 9:30
Im so dead fai9al is supposed to be in bed by now.
Then on our way...






















We had a car accedent.
Then someone came out of the other car....it was..

Chapter 7

Then sara said.....
Sara: mn warai ya zgaan
Me: ma nmti!
Sara: la ga3da asm3kum
Me: yarabeh 5ala9 la tswen ke4a
Sara: 6ayb 6ayb bs nami
Me: ma feni elnom
Sara: ajal 5lena ntfrj movie
Me: okay...w lesh ma ngol lnawaf?
Sara: okay ro7i golela ana badwr movie
Then i went to his room and i knocked the door and i heard things falling and breaking so i opened the door and i saw nawaf's hand bleeding
Me: nawaf wsh fek?
Nawaf: ha la wala shy e6l3i bara
Me: la gli wsh fek
Then sara came
Sara: nawaf! Wsh galtlk el therapist.
Nawaf: 5ala9 e6l3w bara!
Me: 6ayb Ro7 '3sl ydk! W wsh fek?
Nawaf: engl3i w5ri 3nii ma abeek!
 Sara and him went downstairs and they got out the fist aid stuff and sara wraped his hand and we all went back to sleep
I woke up the next day and sara and nawaf were downstairs.
So i went down
Nawaf: 9ba7 el5air
I didn't answer
Nawaf: asf 3ala ams walla ma knt ga9d....ma knt mrkz walla asf ma3ad aswehs mara thania bs enik t4kreni b nora f ma wdi at3lg fek w b3den ttrkeni..
Then he came over and hugged me.
Nawaf: tara ma alomk enik ma tsam7eni...ana mara '3l6t bs shy gwy..
Me: mara7 atrkk w la t76 ha4i elfkra brask!
Nawaf: wallah tara ma a7bk
Me: w ana b3ad
Then his father came down..
5ali: hala walla
Me: ahlen
5ali: leh gaymen bdri?
Sara: mo bdri
5ali: ela
Sara: la 9:00
5ali: bdri 3lekum bl3ada 11:00 aw 12:00
Sara: 3aad ma adri
5ali: kwais 3ashan tjon m3ai ll supermarket
Nawaf: leh?
5ali: elyom byjon ahlk ya jeje
Jeje: aa wallah?
5ali: ee..3ashan ke4a abekum tjon m3ai tgololi esh ajeb
Sara: okay bnro7 n'3air w nlbs 3abaia w nji
Nawaf: w ana baro7 a'3air
5ali: 6ayb bsr3a
So me and sara went to her room i wore my training and a t-shirt from sara and i wore my 3abaia and went down when sara was done.
Nawaf and 5ali naif were waiting in the car.
So went there and we got everything we needed and we came back...
My parents got me a nice gold t shirt and jeans and adiddas shoes.
Im the kind of person who doesn't like to wear dresses at all! Just for important occasions.
Then we all sat out side and nawaf went to play soccer with fai9al and when they came back nawaf did something....that changed everything!

Chapter 6

Sara: t7b jeje zy nora?
he stopped and looked at me..
Nawaf: ymkn akthar
My face turned red..
Sara: okay yala 5lena nkml...
Then we twisted the bottle......
Nawaf has to ask me
Nawaf: truth or dare?
Me: truth
Nawaf: gd esh t7beni?
Me: dare
Nawaf: i dare you to answer my question
I looked at him...
Me: gd wala shyy
Nawaf: 7mara
Then we all laughed
I opened my phone i bbm'd him..
Jeje alflani: gd eli ma la gdd
Nawaf alflani: ;*
Sara: yarabeeeeh 5ala9 stop texting each other!
Me: kef 3rfti!
Sara: shofo wjehkum kef...
Me: ana jani elnom lesh ma nro7 nnam ya sara?
Sara: okay 7ata ana
Nawaf: good night
Me: good night
So sara slept really fast while i was talking to nawaf..
Bbm chat..
Nawaf alflani: nmti?
Jeje alflani: ee ana al7en nayma
Nawaf alflani: -.-
Jeje alflani: ma feni elnom :(
Nawaf alflani: wala ana
Jeje alflani: sara nayma bsab3 noma
Nawaf alflani: lool =))
Jeje alflani: yarbeh mnzaman 3nk!
Nawaf alflani: w enti b3ad...wsh rayk nl3b truth or dare bss bs fe truth ma fe dare
Jeje alflani: '3ba2 bs okay
Nawaf alflani: okay ana bbda as2alk
Jeje alflani: okay
Nawaf alflani: meen t7ben ana wela sara akthar?
Jeje alflani: kl wa7d '3er
Nawaf alflani: la kef klwa7d '3er lazm fe wa7d akthar =))
Jeje alflani: la klkom zy ba3a'6
Nawaf alflani: ee bs fe wa7d akthar bshwy
Jeje alflani: bs shwy marra marra...ant
Nawaf alflani: adrii
Jeje alflani: elwthooog
Nawaf alflani: men ma y7bni? =))
Jeje alflani: kl zg...yala dori
Nawaf alflani: yala.
Jeje alflani: ma a3rf esh as2lk
Nawaf alflani: ay shy
Jeje alflani: lw tgdr ttzawaj ya ana ya nora meen bt5tar abi el9dg!
Nawaf alflani: anti
Jeje alflani: adrii
Nawaf alflani: klii zgg
Then the door opened it was nawaf....
Nawaf:bellah fe a7ad ma y7bni *he laughed*
me: ana
Nawaf: affa 6ayb ana a7bk
Me: 5ala9 engl3 la tgawm sara
Nawaf: goli a7bk awal
Me: nawaf!
Nawaf: yalla....
Me: a7bk bs engl3 5ala9
Nawaf: okay yala bye
Then......

Chapter 5

Nawaf alflani: i'm falling in love again
Jeje alflani: your not the only one
Then we looked at each other and smiled
Then i heard sara say
Sara: jawkooom....esh galk?
Me: BSMELLA WSH JABK!
Sara: ga3da ashof esh g3den tswon
Nawaf: l2nk 7mara
Then we all went inside
Sara: t3rfon esh eshthet?
Me: esh?
Sara: tnamen 3ndna w ng3d nswi cake
Nawaf: eeeee amana namii!
Me: okay bs bs2al baba
I called him..
Me: alo
Baba: ahlen jeje
Me: baba 3adi anam 3nd sara
Baba: la ya 7bebti
Me: baba lw sama7t
Baba: 3ashan tdrsen
Then nawaf pulled the phone..
And what i was hearing is..
Nawaf: ahlen 5ali
Nawaf: 6ayben el7amdella
Nawaf: 5ali lw sama7t 5li jeje tnam 3ndna
Nawaf: 3adi ana adrsha he gd sara f nfs elkotob
Nawaf: shukran
Then he hung up
Me: gal ee?
Nawaf: e
Sara: YYEEEESSSSS.... Lets get baking
Then we went to the kitchen and we got everything out..then nawaf went down on his knees because he needed to get something from the lower cabinets and i accidently pushed the flour and it came on his hair...and he looked at me then stood up
Me: asfaaaa *i said while laughing *
Nawaf: 3adi
Then before i knew it he cracked an egg on my hair
Me: nawaf!
Nawaf: wa7da bw7da
Then we started laughing and i went to take a shower and so did nawaf
Then when i was done i took a pajama from sara and put a towel on my hair and went downstairs
Nawaf was already done and sara elmskena had to do the cake alone
Then we opened the t.v and started watching then there parents came home
5ali: ahlen
Me: ahlan
5ali: mnwr elbet
Me: shukran
5ali: okay sara w nawaf w jeje la tswon ez3aj ana baro7 anam
Sara: okay good night
So we watched t.v and we went up to sara's room and we played truth or dare...
Then sara asked nawaf..
Sara: nawaf truth or dare?
Nawaf: truth
Sara:....

















Hey everyone... As you all know the year is ending and a new year is going go start..so why don't we all start a good start. Think of the people who are homeless or the orphans why don't we make them happy? Its easy.. You can donate to any donation place and you can donate money or anything you don't need. Don't they deserve to be happy?.

Chapter 4

Sara: you love him!

Me: no i don't!

Sara: ela you do bayn mn wjehkum...w hw y7bk

Me: hahaha t5ayaly bs!

Sara: jeje bayn! Nawaf ma '67k mn yom ma matt nora.

Me: okayy fine a7ba

Sara: cuuutteeeee

Me: kli zg 

Sara: wallah ma agola

Me: kwais 

Sara: wsh rayk n6l3 bara ra7o el3umal 

Me: okay 

So we went out side and it was freezing...so sara went inside to get some blankets and nawaf came out....then sara locked the door.

I went knocking on the door..

Me: sara eft7i ya s5efa 

Nawaf: ee ya sara bsr3a!

Sara: la2 ana baro7 bye

Then me and nawaf looked at each other and laughed..

Nawaf: shklna m6wlen hena 

Me: ee

They have a swing chair so me and nawaf went to sit on it and we started talking.

Nawaf: t4kren mnzaman kna ana w enti nl3b m3 b3a'6 w ns7b 3ala sara

Me: old days 

Nawaf : old happy days 

Me: nawaf... Ana a3rf e7sask enik fgdt a7ad t7ba 

Nawaf: t3rfen el e7sas eli f glbk y3ni ma a3rf kef wdi arj3 el ayam w ke4a 

Me: ee walla a3rf e7sask 

I was freezing

Me: ma t7s ena brd 

Nawaf: la 3adi 

He took off his jacket and gave it to me

Me: la la wsh d3wa...a5af tbrd 

Nawaf: la layhmk 

So i wore it and we continued talking... 

Nawaf: 6fshti?

Me: shwy 

T3ali m3ai...he held my hand and he took me to a place it was like an art place.. A small room with a lot of paintings and brushes and art stuff

Me: esh ha4a elmakan?

Nawaf: ha4a elmakan eli ajelh klma 6fsht aw z3lt 

Me: ent eli rasmhom?

Nawaf: ee 3ajbenk?

Me: marra!.. Mn mta w ent trsm?

Nawaf: mnzaman 

Me: ma knt a3rf 

Nawaf: ma knt abi a7ad y3rf 

Me: lesh?

Nawaf: ma adri 

I laughed 

Nawaf: 7lwa '67ktk 

I smiled 

Me: shukran

Nawaf: a7sk '3er klelnas 

Me: shy zeen wela shen?

Nawaf: zen 6ab3an 

Me: shukran 

Nawaf: 3ndk bbm?

Me: ee tbi el pin?

Nawaf: lw sama7ti 

Me: okay...********

Then i accepted him 

And he told me something on BBM when i was standing in front of him..

Nawaf alflani:.............

Chapter 3

Sara: ee 3ashan w e7na f america kan y7b bnt esmha nora.. bs matt mn 7adth w mn ha4ak elwgt w ho ma y7b yg3d m3 a7ad aw y7b a7ad
I felt bad for him.. Losing someone he loved.
Me: aa alla yr7mha
Sara: 6ayb wsh rayk tjena bokra el9b7 w nf6r m3 ba3a'6?
Me: okay e4a rj3t elbet as2al mama w baba w agolk
Sara: okay.. 6ayb esh tben nswi al7en?
Me:eli tben
Sara: movie?
Me: okay
So we watched a movie then i went home and i asked baba he said yes
BBM chat with sara:
Jazee alflani: baba gal 6ayb
Sara alflani: perfect
I wore my pajama then went to bed i kept thinking about nawaf...he must have really like that girl or he wouldn't be like that...i kept thinking about it till i slept.
I woke up the next day and went downstairs to eat breakfast and i opened my phone... 3 missed calls from sara
I called her:
Sara: yalla t3ali
Me: twi gayma
Sara: 3adi bsr3a t3ali
Me: okay okay
Then i went up to my room and i wore a dark gray cropped nike sweater and white sweatpants with my yellow and gray nike shoes and i went to her.
I'm the kind of girl who dosen't like to wear dresses at all but sometimes i have to.
So i got there and sara opened the door.
Sara: ahlen
Me: ahlan
Sara: t3ali nd5l jwa
Me: yala
Then we went to her room..
Me: sara mta matt nora?
Sara: shhr aw shhren
Me: aa y3ni greb
Sara: ee.. T3ali nnzl t7t
Me: okay
So we went downstairs and nawaf was in the living room
Sara: 3ali nro7 bara
Me: okay e6l3i ana al7en jaya
So i went to nawaf
Me: galatli sara 3n nora.. Alla yr7mha. Bs nawaf tlga bnt thania y3ni 3adi...bs y3ni..
He interrupted
Nawaf: bs knt a7bha mara y3ni ma7ad ygdr ybdlha
Me: la ma fi a7ad ybdlha..bs y3ni lw g3dt ke4a btrj3 ?
Then he looked at me....and smiled
Nawaf: t'3aiarti
Me: a7la wela shyan?
Nawaf:a..
Sara interrupted
Sara: yala ya jeje
Me: 6ayb yala jet
I went outside with her
She was talking to me but i didn't hear a thing i was busy thinking about nawaf
Then nawaf came
Nawaf: 3adi td5lon 3ashan fe 3omal byjon
So we went inside and me and nawaf were looking at each other
Sara: wsh fekom entom elethnen?
Me: wala shy
Then nawaf laughed...
Sara: jeje bsr3a nro7 l'3rfti bgolk shy!
Me: okay jaya
So i went to her room
Me: esh?
Sara:....

Chapter 2

Then fai9al came in to my room.
Fai9al: Jenifer (sh'3alatna) 6l3tli thob ana ma a7b elthob
Me: 6ayb ana wsh d5lni?
Fai9al: mama galat gol l'jeje t6l3lk lbs thani
Me: yarabeeh 6ayb al7en bji
So i went to his room and i got out white shorts and an orange with white t-shirt and i put it on his bed and went downstairs.
Mama was sitting in the living room.
Me: mama mta bnro7?
Mama: yala al7en bs astana abok yji
Me: okay
I went to my room to do some last minute stuff then mama called me
Mama: JEJE YALLA BABA JAA
Me:OKAYY YALLA JAYA
Then i went to the car.
We got there and my uncle opened the door
5ali naif: hala walla kbrti ya jeje
I smiled
Then sara came... She is my cousin i haven't seen her in a long time so i went to hug her
Sara: w7shteni ya 7mara
Me: w enti akthar
Sara: e7lweti walla
Me: shokran mo bs ana
So we went inside to her room and we talked about everything. Then she decided to give me a tour of her house...which she did and when we got to her brothers room i saw him laying down on the bed and i couldnt take my eyes off of him...tanned skin..dark brown hair.. Brown eyes. Then sara snapped me out of it.
Sara: tt4kren nawaf 97?
Nawaf...i haven't heard his name in a while.. We used to be really close when we were younger. I doubt he knows me.
Then i heard sara's voice
Sara: jeje..jeje..jeje wsh fek tn7ti?
Me: ha? La wala shy
Then he got up and went to the bathroom and sara pulled me inside the room
Me: sara! Wsh feek! B6l3 3eeb ad5l
Sara: eskti g9rii 9otik!
Me: lesh?
Sara: bwrek ashya2a m5beha
Me: la la la ana mali d5al
Then she opened his drawer.. It was full of junk.
Then we heard the door's lock open so we ran outside the room and when we were going downstairs i realized my phone was missing
Me: sara! Jawali jwa '3rft nawaf!
Sara: sha6ra yala nro7 njeba
Me: nro7?? La la anti tro7en ana mosta7el ad5l mra thania
Sara: bla dala3 ro7i
It is my phone..i'd take the risk for it.
So i knocked on his door then opened it.
Me: umm nawaf 3adi ad5l? Jawali hena
Nawaf looked at me without any face expressions
Me: i'll take that as i yes
So i went to get my phone then he said.
Nawaf: jeje?
Me: ee tt4krni?
He smiled then i got my phone and went out
Me: 9ayr hady ela5
Sara: ee 3ashan w e7na f america......

Chapter 1

I woke up on the sound of my alarm clock....i brushed my teeth and got ready for school i fix my hair in a pony tale then i went downstairs to eat breakfast, then took my jansport galaxy backpack then went to school. OH i forgot to mention that my name is Jazee but everyone calls me jeje i'm 16 and i have one younger brother...Faisal he is 5.

When i was on my way to school i did what i always do..Sleep.

I got to school and went to class i'm sitting next to my best friend reem.

Then the day went by normally it was wednesday so i'm going out today..so i went home and went upstairs to my room, opened my laptop and went on twitter then mama came in.

Mama: jeje 7bebti tara elyom bnro7 l5alik naif twhm raj3en mn america.

Me: ooollaaaa mnzaman 3nhum!

Mama: ee a9lan 5ala9 mob raj3en byg3don hena

Me: aa okay bs elsa3a km?

Mama: sta w n9

Me: okay

It was still 2:00 so i went downstairs to eat then when i was done it was 2:30 so i went upstairs to my room and i slept.

I woke up on 5:00 so i went down to the living room where fai9al ana baba were

Fai9al: jeje wen el'laptop 7gk?

Me: lesh wsh tbe feh?

Fai9al: abi ashof shy 

Me: fog b'3rfti 3ala elsrer bs la y6e7 mnk

Fai9al: shokran 

Then we ran to my room 

Me: baba ent btji m3ana elyom?

Baba: ee inshalla

Me: okay 

Baba: t3ali bgolk shy 

I went to him....and he pulled me and started to tickle me 

Me: baba..baba 5ala9 *i said laughing *

baba: 6ayb *he said laughing*

Baba: 3adi tjebenli mfta7 elsayara.. 3ala el6awla 

So i went to get..and gave it to him 

Me: 6al3?

Baba: la walla bs abi elmfta7 3ashan atfaraj 3leh *he said laughing*

me: yarabeh y3ni lazm t6nz? *i laughed*

baba: wsh aswi ba3ad so2alk mara 7lw mshalla... Ee b6l3 tben shy?

Me: ee 

Baba: wosho ho?

Me: ice cream 

Baba: 6ayb w ana raj3 ajeblk 

Me: shukraaaaaaan walla a7bk 

Baba: w ana ba3ad..yala bye 

Me: bye 

I checked the clock it was 5:45 so i should probably start getting ready so i went up to my room..and fai9al was sitting on my bed and doing something on my laptop 

Me: fai9al. Ma wdk t6l3?

Fai9al: bs shwy lw sama7ti *he gave me the puppy dog face*

Me: e6l3 w 54 el laptop m3ak

Fai9al: shukran

Me: 3afwan 

Then when he went i went up to my room and started getting ready i wore a white short dress with a neon yellow necklace.